Carol, I am walking this same path and I relate to every word of this. My mama was my best friend, too, and some days I sit and cry and wail “I want my mama!” I am just beginning to figure out how to live without her. It is not ridiculous to still want your mama at 71. She was a treasure, obviously.

I am sending a big hug your way. May you find comfort in your grief. ❤️