I am glad you are finding some peace, however fragile it may be. When we are in the depths of grief, we can't see that we are actually taking steps forward, until one day, we turn around and look behind us. In times like this you have just enough light for the step you are on and it's hard not to want to go back. But every step you take takes you closer to whatever life holds for you in this new reality.

Take good care of yourself, always, Dennett. ♥