I can relate to so much of your story. I used extroversion as a plea for help, too. I love how you explained that- it makes so much sense. But I have also truly been an introvert my whole life. My special place was my closet.

The more I heal and the more comfortable I become with myself the less I need other people to reassure me I’m ok. I love “SSS” and start my day that way as often as possible. I crave that time. It’s so necessary for my wellbeing.

Thank you for sharing this well-written piece. ❤️