I feel your pain. Please know that you can heal, and you can find joy again, but it takes a lot of work, a lot of self-compassion and a lot of time. I have written more about my own journey and I am attaching those links here in case you want to read them. I am sending you so much love and prayers for healing and peace. ♥

Encouragement for Mothers Who Are Estranged From Their Child

I Have Been Estranged from my Daughter for 9 Years

Straight Talk to Parents Who Are Estranged from Their Adult Child

I wish you all the best. ♥♥♥