Matilda — I am so sorry for your pain. I read your story and I want you to know that no decision we make for ourselves that involves our children is ever easy. But having also been in an emotionally abusive marriage, I know that my life depended on me getting out. No one has a right to judge the decisions we make until they have lived through our particular hell. Please know that I see your struggle and know that you are doing what you have to do to save yourself and your new marriage. I am glad to see that you have many people who support you. Lean on them and gently let go of those who cannot support you. May you find peace and resolution and may you one day be reunited with your son. ♥