Oh, Nalini, your response gave me chills. And warmed my heart and made my heart leap out to you as you wait for your deliverance. It will come, my love. What I learned is that the timing has to be right. This house had to be ready, the neighbors had to move from Louisianna, my stepdad had to need me, my husband had to retire and be ready. I love the line I highlighted above. It does have to come together. For me, it all came down to divine timing and I suck at waiting for the divine to get things ready for me, sometimes. But I have learned to wait, knowing that what comes next will be perfect. It will happen for you too, I am sure. Son't stop dreaming. Sending love and wishes for glimmers of joy while you wait. ♥♥♥